What He Really Feels (He Feels Trilogy) by Lisa Suzanne

Author:Lisa Suzanne [Suzanne, Lisa]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2013-10-03T00:00:00+00:00

CHAPTER 11

I picked up my phone and sat on the edge of my bed, and I then I remembered Lindsay’s words. My bed was for us, it was our sanctuary, and I suddenly felt strange sitting on it with my phone in my hand. I moved over to the little desk I had in my room and sat on the chair there instead. I flipped through my contacts.

I pulled up Julianne’s number and stared at it.

I couldn’t bring myself to click it.

I called my mom instead. “Hey T!” she answered.

“Hi, Mom.”

“I thought you were going to call me every day, young man,” she scolded me.

“I’ve texted you every day, haven’t I?”

“It’s not enough. I miss my baby boy.”

“I miss you, too, Mom. Come visit.”

“Dad’s got some business in San Diego he wants to get to, so we’ll come visit. Soon. How’s it going out there?”

“I love it here. I’ve made some new friends already,” I said, thinking about Tracy.

“That’s great! Have you met any nice girls?”

How did I explain Lindsay to my mother? Our relationship had been fraught with sex and desire and lust, and we were just now getting to know one another.

“Yes. I’ve met several,” I said, thinking about the various women I had indeed met since I had moved to San Diego.

“Good for you, T. Want to tell you mom about any of them?”

“No I do not.”

She laughed.

“How’s everyone?” I asked, referring to the rest of my family and changing the subject.

“Parker’s got another ear infection. Everyone’s fine otherwise.”

“I’m going to call Liz next,” I said.

“Have you thought about calling Julianne?” she asked softly.

“I’ve thought about it.”

“But you haven’t called?”

“No. I’m trying to convince myself to do it tonight.”

“You should.”

“I know I should. I just don’t want to.”

“When you’re ready, Travie.”

“I love you, Mom.”

“Love you, too. Call me again soon.”

“Will do.”

I called my sister next, but it went to voicemail. With two small boys, I never knew whether or not I’d catch her. And then I pulled up Julianne’s contact again. I had almost worked up the nerve to click it when I heard the front door open.

Saved by my roommate.

“You home, Travis?” I heard Dan yell from the front hallway.

“Yeah,” I called out, and then I met him in the kitchen. “Have a good night?”

Dan grinned and then opened the refrigerator and peered in. “Mel is fucking ridiculously awesome.”

“Good for you, man. Is it serious?”

“Nah. Maybe a little more after spending the weekend with her, but we’re keeping things casual for now.” He pulled out some ham and cheese to put together a sandwich.

“Both of you?”

He nodded. “Want a sandwich?” he asked.

I saw the mayo in the door of the fridge just as he took it out. “Sure.”

“Sorry for ditching you last night.”

“Dude, man code says that if there’s a chance for sex, it’s not ditching. Especially on Valentine’s Day.”

He laughed as I got the bread so we could fix our lunch.

“So what did you do last night?” he asked, grabbing a knife out of the drawer.

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